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Im hard to understand sometimes and half of the time I can't explain why I do the things that I do but I can honestly tell you that I have made myself a stronger and more respectful person by doing all of the horrible childish things that I did and seeing my friends make the same decisions but end up in worse situations then I am and I realize that I am lucky and got out of all those bad habbits and saw that you can't just be a kid forever and get away with the things I used to. Whenever my mother would punish me for my bad choices I always just though she was stupid and didnt understand anything but looking back she knew everything and didn't want me to end up in the wrong places because she saw more in me then I could see in myself. When I would be grounded and all my friends parents wouldn't care I would always get jealous but again looking back now It's because I was loved and now that I grew up a little bit and seen that there are only a handful of people in this world that you can trust and want to see you be all that you can be and that will be there to suport you through the good and the bad I realized what it felt like to be cared for and from being immature and stupid I lost the most important people in my life over these past years and I am slowly trying to gain back my trust and move on with life and be happy no matter what was in the past its locked there now and good old fashioned stories people like to tell about me just shows that they havent seen the light yet and they are still lost in confusion. I have so much to learn and sometimes im so anxious for a new day that it keeps me up all night and even though I have messed up a numerous amount of times I know my life isn't over yet that it has just started and I am good for something on this earth or I wouldn't be here.
(This is so much rambling but im bored and talking things out)

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